Q: What was this year like for you?
Hawthorne: It was tough. Sitting behind guys who were younger than me, who I watched every day. It was tough watching, especially when I knew I had what it takes and deserved to be out there, it was tough to see those guys out there.
Q: What was the low point for you? This year? The way everything ended?
Hawthorne: I would say both. The entire season, not being able to display my abilities on defense but at the same time, I made a promise to myself I would help the team in another way and that was being a special teams captain and being the best I could be in that role.
Q: What was that like to deal with? To process?
Hawthorne: I’m not the type that puts his head down. I just made a positive of it and took on another role as a leader of the special teams, which I showed leadership and dominated on special teams.
Q: How do you feel you did on special teams this year?
Hawthorne: I was dominant. I helped my team out a lot. I feel like if I had played in that South Carolina game, that
Ace Sanders dude never would have taken the return to the crib. I was a huge factor on our special teams.
Q: Did you watch the South Carolina game or could you just not watch it?
Hawthorne: I watched it.
Q: Was it tough?
Hawthorne: In a sense, but at the same time I felt we shot ourselves in the foot.